Has anyone else noticed that black shadow's screen handle has the initials BS? Pretty appropriate, in my opinion.

BS said it harshly, but the message is right on. I hope Scot gets help, but mostly only he knows the reality of what he has done. As Jamie said, this is 20+ years on going. Byron said it right, knock the crap off. And there are people who have had negative effects from Scots acts. His children, his close friends, his business partners.

I said it day one - Enough, get well, I want to see you healthy.

You are a butt head OM - But I pass you love and want you to be healthy more than anything. Your close friends all share the same love and thoughts.

Ben

Come on guys, lets quit the infighting, he has the message and get to work sending Scot notes of encouragement & pix!!

AS a former addict. It started out as fun and as a social thing among buds. It didnt take long to be gripped by it. I never used drugs around kids or would have ever offered it to kids, or ever wanted to see kids do drugs. I never thought it was normal to use drugs. I always understood it to be illegal and wrong but I was a risk taker. I was foolish. I don't ever remember thinking it was okay, as the cop stated. Weather it is chemicals or simply the mind, I DON'T KNOW! I DIDNT THINK IT WAS OKEY and I would be willing to bet, NEITHER DOES SCOT.

My dad is a drunk to this day, 60 years of professional drunkenness and he always told me to not get drunk and you now what, I give him credit for that. People will easily hurt themself without understanding the effect of the people around them and before you know it you are gripped. I honestly do not know what the solution is because for me it was a decision and a ton of support from those who cared. I care about Scot. The cop I am sure does also but see's things through a cops eyes which seems reasonable but there is a great diversity among people and how effects and responces differ. The law says Scot should do time and we need a standard for all society to be subject to but the beauty of the system also alows for variences.

My calling in life is to serve, not as a daytime job but as a God given gift. I don't sentance unless someone is physically hurting someone than I'll jump in. There are many here who never have chimmed in. Maybe they see Scot as needing to do time and that's okey but to those who deceide to send letters of encouragement and compassion that's okey also. I am a newbie to OM. Scot has never told me one thing and than did the other which is important. So, If Scot beats jail time and than falls back to drugs and the same situation, what else can I do other than what I know how. I can tell you I wouldnt do this again but I would not abandon Scot ansd set him aside. I simple would allow the system to takes it's course without my public interjection.

Scot, you have told this family what your intentions are. If I can speek for us, we hold you to it bro. Let your words be from a man striving for integrity. We know you wan't to be free but this is the time! You are at the end of your rope for options just as I was and many others here. Receive not just our hopes for but our resources. Do something different. Go out on a limb. This is the biggest risk you will ever take so dont do it on your terms because you don't know how. Admitt that my friend. I hope you are not focused on the judges sentance but rather a new plan for the futute.

You came public with this for help,,,,,right? Help for what? To avoid time or to be free, maybe they go hand in hand. I can only hope so. Scot if you beat jail time than go to Rockford (midwest hub) to find your supportors and vow to us for the final chapter where a united family of vbmx'er unite. Well hook you up bro. Not for a big show but for you. There is nothing better than family and friends and when you can look them in the eye without lies and desception.To be proud of yourself will set you apart. It will sustain you. It's freedom. Fight for it. Let the troops assist in the battle. I didnt intend on a long message herebut what the heck. The OM needs help and is a worthwhile cause.

Stay strong bro. Be prepared for the worse for what the judge has to say. If the judge say "time it is" than you must still maintain your attitude againt drugs.

PEACE TO YOU!!!
Lenny

Jamie
This is from someone Scot used to call "Family". I am sad to hear he is in jail again. His demons have been following him for awhile. He has a wonderful Mother who can't sleep nights worrying about him. He has two beautiful sons who deserve a Father who can show them the right way to live. Scot, you know we have loved you always through everything. Gene tried to be there for you when times were bad. When times were good you forgot. We took many collect calls from you while he was fighting to stay with us. You told us all many great things. I watched you with love and pride as you rode in races and made BMX available to all children. I had a BMXer who wanted to be just like you and PK. You told him he would go with you to the opening of Joe Kidd.He also had demons, but he is taking care of his little brother now that his Dad is gone. My Jami has always stood behind you, you let her down again. It is time for you to stand up and be the man that all of these people on this site believe you to be. Do it for your beautiful boys, your loving mom and mostly for you. If this angers you or others, you know who I am.

Hi Gary,

I'm sorry that I come off too strong but this is the man I love and support. It's hard for me to back off. So I will stay off the site for a while and give myself a break to keep strong for Scot. I will keep you updated and I am sorry if I have offend anyone but this is the man I love the peice that missing from my family and to attack him is to attack me and my children.

Scot is not asking for help just to get out of jail. He wants to stay clean to be free and live his life with his family.

He is asking if he could get Prop 36 with a joint sentence. Which means they will sentence him along with letting him get into a long term Re-hab that I believe test him 3 times weekly. If he does drugs he will go to jail for the sentence above.

I have a good doctor ready to help Scot. he's ready for the road ahead for it's time that he's free to enjoy life instead of running from it.

Anyway, I told him "Sweety it's not the law you have to worry about it's me" (Just joking with him) He laughed and told me that he's sorry! I told him that I appreciate the word "sorry" but that it's about showing not telling me and that staying clean is a gift of love that you can not buy for the word "sorry" is too easy to say. Now, let's show the world that your back, clean and ready to take on life and run with it.

My children like all sometimes dont want to go to school. I tell them that is natural to think like that BUT... I also tell them that we have a FREE school system unlike other counties that children have to work to help feed their families or pay to attend school and that we should appreciate what we have and the country we live in. I take them to the homeless shelter to help feed the hungry and to make sure they keep grounded to appreicate what we have today. Mostly I want my childern to know that we are ALL a family and that to help someone in need is to give the gift of love!

I think sometimes when life gets tough and you think how much more can I take. I myself think of living in a third world country and Thank God instead of living in the moment of poor poor me attitude.

I know how I feel when I give my TIME to help someone the feeling that comes over me and I hope that all of you by sending your words, letters, and prayers get that same feeling! No matter what the outcome is WE ALL DID WHAT WE COULD!

Love to all,

Scot, Jamie and family!

I just feel so very much compelled to say that Scot and Jamie very much deserve a happy future TOGETHER this year.

And I hope that it stays as positive and upbeat as possible for you both.

Best Wishes !!!
Tony
Bicycle Junkie

Some of the things said by Jamie sound like a classic enabler "it's a chemical imbalance, it's not a choice"

Choosing to use drugs to begin with, is a CHOICE.
Perhaps addiction was an accident (I don't think anyone desires to become addicted), but remaining an addict is a choice when there is a way out.

Jesus Christ is the Way the Truth and the Life. The only way to truly get free and stay free, is to fully surrender your life, and your will to God's Son, and let Him reign supreme in your life. Scot has to take off his crown, and throw it at Jesus' feet. For too long, Scot has been king of his world, but he's sitting on God's throne.

This is why the rich young ruler went away sad.. he didn't want to give up all his worldly possessions, and his status.

I don't care about the court, or jail, or rehab, all those things are unimportant when compared to losing your soul. There is only one thing needful in this life.

And obviously, I don't care what people think about me personally. It's not a popular message, it's not going to win you many friends, but I cannot deny the fact that God worked a miracle in my life and delivered me from drug addiction the very instant that I fully and completely surrendered my authority to His.

I'm praying for you Scot and Jamie, because that is what you need more than letters of encouragement, or breaks from earthly judges. There is only One true Judge. He's the One you need to consider.
Will He say "Enter in" or will He say "I never knew you" ??

Get down Astro my brother! Well said!

Hal, Bill or Rick, please lock this thread down since people can't seem to stop soap boxing this or that about Scot when all that was requested was help - not an open forum(I know, I know) into his shortcomings and character defects.

This thread is now being counter productive in my opinion.

Please lock this down.

Jamie,

A few comments on the recent posts.

First, It is easy to dislike what this thread has become. There is some real cr@p coming out of a well intentioned thread.This thread is not here to debate each other, or pass judgement. It is here to let anyone who wants to offer 2 cents of encouragement, or real help, to do so.

Second, I think you have this figured out Jamie, but, just in case there are still thoughts of "Finding a good one". FWIW,...A public defender is ONLY there to make sure someone's rights are not violated in the court room. Not to properly defend you. Period. Get a good lawyer.

Third, I feel your intentions on the word "Sorry". I haven't spoken with a lifelong friend for over a year now over the word "sorry". An apology is expected to carry one simple follow up, which is, that they "won't do it again", that is what validates an apology. When someone tells you that they are "Sorry", and then they do it again 3 days later, it doesn't mean much. That is what you seem to be trying to say to Scot. Not sure if I should dare re-arrange your words on that one, or not. It just hit home, so I did, and maybe it can help.

Lastly, It is up to YOU Scot, and many of us are pulling for you. Outside elements are there to help. Treatment programs, support groups, religion, and numerous others. But if you rely on the Treatment program to do it for you, you will fail. If you rely on the support group to do it for you, you will fail. If you rely on God to do it for you, you will fail. You need to find the reasons in your heart to "Get'er done". When you ask for help, there will be many options.

Just like a BMX race. You have to want to win. All the trainers, and weights, and books, and exotic bike parts, are there to help. But none of them will win it for you.

I am only one of many that is hoping for all the best options to fall your way. But mostly I am hoping that you want the big win, with all your heart, and go the extra mile and score a huge victory for yourself and everone around you.

The decisions are not ours to make. But if we can help with any of them along the way, I know many will. My best advice would be to beware of snake oil. Any suggestion that promises complete results in itself should be disregarded. Jail will cure you, God will save you, Hollywood re-hab will fix you, Dr. Evil will cure the chemical imbalance for you. ....

No, ..... It is your game to win. Take all the help you can get. But score the win for yourself, starting from your deepest desires. It might be a long track, but you can train hard, and win this one!

Scot,
I have posted my opinion...as I felt it was important. You need to wake up and smell the coffee. I started racing in 1979, was factory sponsored by the early eighties, worked for the NBL after college and now I have two kids that race...you ARE a role model, like it or not. You are a super-accomplished person, a true hero to many. I do want and wish the absolute best for you and I hope that you finally say "enough is enough". All of these guys who hate cops and think I'm being too harsh...don't even go there until you can say you've walked in my shoes. And holier than thou? I think not...I have plenty of experience and got myself in plenty of trouble when I was a bit younger (as many on this board will remember). I simply knew when to say when...and when to grow up. That time is now for you Mr. Breithaupt.
Best of luck (and I do mean that),
Mike

LOCK PLEASE.

While it is important for Scott to know how people feel, it is just as important for all of us to realize that no matter who is the addict- they are someone's loved one. Scott is fortunate to be loved by many on this board. Remember that Scott.

I too, work in law enforcement A Sargent said to me in my first year with the department after bringing in a 50 year old man with a long history and numerous charges " This is someone's child. Don't never forget that." It was a statement that has stuck with me.

I am also the sister of 2 recovering heroin addicts. No matter what they have done, and it is a lot, I love them intensely. So do your true friends. I couldn't respect their choices but my love does not change. And as for hope- Joel has been clean for 2 years and Geoff for a year and a half. They are still paying the consequences and have lost a lot but now they have hope. So can you.

Scott, I don't know you personally , only as an early icon and a familiar face on this board. No matter what the outcome of the trial, use this as a pivotal point in change. Know that the response on this board, as well in your immediate surroundings is only a sign of how many people have considered you a part of their lives, their history or both.

Take the negative statements and let them make you mad enough to prove them wrong and change. Take the positive and know that you have a lot of support in the efforts you will need to make. If you have to take punishment for the past, take it with the knowledge that you are better than the act itself and you will show that with your future.

You can do this. We are rooting for you.

[ May 07, 2006, 11:04 PM: Message edited by: UtahLori ]

STODD

Keep the faith, more posative will come. When you read something you feel is Negative, see it as others willing to show they have faults just like Scot does.